Memory

The memory was hidden from all

Locked behind a giant wall

I told not a soul

To keep all safe

And so the wall grew and ivy doth protect the place

One soul is told

The wall crumbled

The memory floods out

Infecting my thoughts

How does it happen

A betrayal of trust

A child used

It wasn’t rough but the shame is enough

It turns inwards as anger

Inwards as pain

The invisible scars are still there and will always remain

Hurt from the inside causes hurt on the out

How can this happen

From one you did trust                                           

                                                                                                30 april 2012

Numb Again

Numb again

What’s the point

What am i

I feel like a piece of rubbish no one wants

My heart is solid

Heavy

Do I look that weak

Do I seem that fragile

I wish it was simple

The numbness settles

The walls rebuild

The ivy grows

Safe inside

Numb again                                                              

                                                                                  18 june 2012

Hope

The message received

The thought in my mind

The sight of your smile

The curve of your face

These things make me smile

So easy

So free

You make me feel

A feeling I thought dead

Reborn

Reawaken

You make me laugh with an ease I thought lost

I thank you for this

And hope your day went well                                  

                                                                                           21 may 2012

Home

It is laid out below
A patchwork of colour
A puzzle with no end
Rivers glisten with the lessening sun
The hills andvalleys thrown into sharp relief and highlight
Snow-tipped mountians coloured orange
It looks to be a wonderland devoid of life
An untouched paradise
It is the place of my heart
It is my home